life gets worse
August 10, 2008 6:11am
just as i thought things were gettin better, they take a turn for the worse. my mum is ill. shes bordering on seriously ill and im so worried. ive …
damaged
12:13pm, July 25, 2008
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About Me
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About Me
me, hmm well. my parents split up wen i was 6, then divorced wen i was 14 but i lived with my dad and my mum neglected me. last year my dad died, he was like a best friend, it was so sudden, he had a stroke and died a few days later. ive always had mental problems, i first started cuttin myself when i was 11, then i stopped at 13, then started again wen i was 14. ive tried to kill myself a few times, but they always manage t get me to hospital on time. i go to theropy. my family want to put me in care and make me feel like a dissapointment to every1. but i do have my mask i put on, it where i act happy and like everything is fine. im an athiest so i dnt believe in god, he doesnt exist and if he does then hes a wanker! everyone sez hes great and makes ppl happy...erm dnt think so. i dnt think ppl hu believe in him r stupid..ppl r allowed their own beliefs, i just dnt believe in him.
me, hmm well. my parents split up wen i was 6, then divorced wen i was 14 but i lived with my dad and my mum neglected me. last year my dad died, he was like a best friend, it was so sudden, he had a stroke and died a few days later. ive always had mental problems, i first started cuttin myself when i was 11, then i stopped at 13, then started again wen i was 14. ive tried to kill myself a few times, but they always manage t get me to hospital on time. i go to theropy. my family want to put me in
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Interests
hmm well i like smoking, drinkin and doin drugs but i also enoy a night in with sum mates watchin a scary movies! i also write stories and poetry.
hmm well i like smoking, drinkin and doin drugs but i also enoy a night in with sum mates watchin a scary
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Journal Entry for July 30, 2008
July 30, 2008 10:53pm
MEN! ive gone thro yet another one haha. well i still have my play boy hehe,, hell i might aswell play the players right? hehe. im so drunk right …
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Journal Entry for July 28, 2008
July 28, 2008 9:28am
well my exams were ok , im waiting for my results. Things with the guy didnt go well. i dumped him , he turned out to be a complete dick! but on the …
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I havn writen in a while
April 11, 2008 5:04pm
Well i havnt been on im a while. life is ok , but im reli stresed at the moment with exams and stuff. my friends are being off with me for no reason. …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionmy depression really started when i was 6, when my parents split and my mum neglected me. more and more shit has happened to me since then...im only 15 and ive tried to kill myself a few times, and i wish i never woke from my sleep.
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- Positive Thinking Not Working
- im only possitive wen drunk or high -
Close Gay & Lesbian Teens
well ive thought/ kinda knew i was bi since i was 11 but ive only just accepted it and come out.. to a selected few
Open Bisexuality
ive kinda known that i was bi since i had a girl on girl experience at 11, but only came out as bi earlier this year, my family ddont know apart from my sister
Treatments
- Acceptance Working / Worked
- i am who i am
Open Bereavement - Teens
My dad died when i was 14. it was such a shock death, he had a stroke. my whole life had to change coz i lived with him, just me nd him so i had to move out nd change everything. i miss him so much xxxx
Treatments
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- I think of all the good times, i cry but i smile
