SarahStarfish's Journal

So, Tommy went in for another biopsy on Thursday. Haven't gotten the results yet so we are in limbo.

I have found that he's very wrapped up in what he's going thru so much there isn't much left for me. While this is painful to me, I understand. I wish so much that I were able to see the future but all I get are hints. You know, like, you know how something is going to be and it turns out later to be just that but at the time you ignored it?

I can't wait to find out whether we can move forward with the bmt or if it will be postponed. I get no feeling of it either way. Wish I could but it's just not meant to be...

I'm having to do a serious balancing act here with kids, Tom, school, finances...it's so hard. thank God for the drs who care....And, of course all of you.