I'm a woman who loves too much. I throw all of myself into a relationship. I want to be as happy as everyone else acts like they are. I just got out of a long term relationship and I'm having a very difficult time with it. I'm hoping to be able to move past it, without losing my love for him, because he was truly a very important part of my life. But right now, I honestly don't think anything can be salvaged from it. He's hurt me too awfully, and his lack of care and concern angers me, if not hurts me more. He's already dating someone else, and the thought of him telling HER he loves her, and the thought of the two of them together in bed is killing me.
I'm a woman who loves too much. I throw all of myself into a relationship. I want to be as happy as everyone else acts like they are. I just got out of a long term relationship and I'm having a very difficult time with it. I'm hoping to be able to move past it, without losing my love for him, because he was truly a very important part of my life. But right now, I honestly don't think anything can be salvaged from it. He's hurt me too awfully, and his lack of care and concern angers me, if not hurts
I like watching movies and reading. My music tastes vary from many. The majority of what I listen to is from Japan. I don't really go out and do much. I go to work and I go home. I like having fun, but I want someone to have fun with.
I like watching movies and reading. My music tastes vary from many. The majority of what I listen to
August 9, 2009 12:17am
So it's been a while since I've updated. I'm doing well. I'm happy every day. Asshole ended up wasting almost $2,000 by not getting …
August 1, 2009 6:37pm
Things so far are going well. I'm actually smiling and laughing. I have good friends. They love me. I'm realizing that. The nights are still …
July 29, 2009 2:23pm
I got the shit end of the stick with everything when it came to him. I always felt like I had to work to keep his love, or whatever it was. I was …
July 28, 2009 10:54pm
I was the one there for him while he was at his lowest.
I was the one supporting him and his dreams.
I was the one encouraging him to do what he …
July 27, 2009 7:53pm
I feel like I'm going backwards. Today has been emotional. I'm missing him more and more. I keep thinking about him and how he's so happy …
Lol... I hope to get better soon :D
Big hugs right back at ya.
glad you are doing good! Love ya!
Your young and will make some mistakes , don't worry to much
Long term relationship gone wrong. Literally went from one day looking for houses to the next being told he wanted to travel and move across the country and I couldn't go. I want to learn how to be alone again.
I just can't seem to get out of this rut.
I tend to have the urge to self injure when under great amounts of stress. I'm trying to find other outlets.
