Barbarian's Journal

This will be the last journal I write, I'm leaving DS. I don't think I can keep up the pace.  It seems to help, but the rollercoaster ride is killing me. DS has been good for me I  think, but it isn't something I feel I can sustain, so I'm going back to the way it was. Not great, but I can deal with it.  I may get some professional help, I don't know yet.  I may be back again, but who knows. I hope you all understand, its me, not you, not DS,  Just me.  Thanks for listening.