IDidThisToMyself's Journal

I just got home from my appointment with my OB.

Chas went with me, I had to pretty much beg him to come into the room with me...which sucked that he did not want to be there with me. I mean I know he was nervous and scared but so am I!! And we're in this together.

First they did an exam to see if I was bleeding and there was brownish blood so that means that it was 'old' blood, so that's a very good thing.

Next I got an internal ultrasound done. They couldn't see anything besides the sac, but he said that he wasn't expecting to see anything because it was too early. He told me that my uterus was enlarged which is very good.

Since they couldnt see anything through the ultra sound, they took my blood to test for my hCG levels. I'm going to have to go back in 48 hours, so on Thursday to get another blood test. That's going to be able to tell me if my hCG levels have doubled, which is what they are looking for. I'm praying that they do.

If they levels are the same or lower then I have had a miscarriage.

They did take a pregnancy test there, and it was still positive.

So on Friday my doctor is going to call me and he's going to tell me the results.

I'm TERRIFIED.

I know I'm going to be so nervous until I find out.

Right now I'm just praying everything will be okay.