Journal Entry for November 21, 2009
I don't know why my Dad didn't go to london, is this is weird way of showing that he cares for me?
This may sound a little pathetic but it …
"courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good, that everything is meaningful, even if in a sense beyond our understanding." just what has it ever meant.. Hiya, i'm J, i'm here to listen and learn x
"courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good, that everything is meaningful, even if in a sense beyond our understanding." just what has it ever meant.. Hiya, i'm J, i'm here to listen and learn x
..change a lot. Just ask anything. music and books and criminology yeah
..change a lot. Just ask anything. music and books and criminology yeah
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I don't know why my Dad didn't go to london, is this is weird way of showing that he cares for me?
This may sound a little pathetic but it …
Thought we were goingand go up the field a waysand join all the other living soulsbut you never camerobbed of your fortuneyou get disappointments in …
I'll try my best to explain the situation.But there's only one way I know how.So listen up now.I will show no sympathy.Any chance I get …
lol at yesterday's post >_<
nae hangover and a was drowning my
today was alright
but i smoked
lots!
wow my journal entries are …
hahahah
first time ive beeen on DS drunkkkkkk. its quite funny haha
it kolooks like heaven or some saint of of a motherfucking …
crazy huh? Ok! here's some european music for you, ole chap lol Ha Ha http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj1... Hope you like it, take care.
Sorry. I got im so fast. My dad was yelling at me
Sorry. I got im so fast. My dad was yelling at me
no idea, feeling sad kinder gets the better of me, I don't think i'm a depressed person though just get these shitey episodes that i'm sure you all have experienced/are experiancing. Feeling angry or really happy is bittersweet atm, it's too much apparently but its better than being depressed tbh..
I was finally diagnosed when i was 3 and half years old so for the first 3 ad a half years of my life i was virtually hearing nothing and the doctors finally noticed when i wasn't picking up speech so i was put straight into speech therapy, i have no memory of this but it worked. i wear two hearing aids and went to mainstream school. nobody in my family is deaf and my dad had a hard time accepting it and still hasn't fully accepted it. My deafness is a weakness for me atm.
i'm really really really struggling with this atm
controls my life!
i miss my grandad an uncontrollable amount. i guess two of my close friends have lost their mums too, its hard to know what to say. Sometimes i think to myself why them when there is actually someone willing to face death right here, it seems a more peaceful place at times.
I have a constant low conversation in my head, hasn't been as bad recently. I tend to 'listen' to it cos if i fight it it's just gonna turn into a neverending battle
This is a risk, for everything... but i joined this when i first came on ds but couldn't really handle accept or remember a certain part of my life. so here I am again trying to sort the shit out, I want control and closure, I need my questions awnsered i'll never get that from a dead man though =/