Journal Entry for October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009 7:29pm
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llmt
6:10am, November 3, 2009
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About Me
llmt
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About Me
I have been a stay at home mom for the last 2 years. I have 2 wonderful challenging boys ages almost 2 years and 6 years.
I have been a stay at home mom for the last 2 years. I have 2 wonderful challenging boys ages almost 2 years and 6 years.
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Recent Activity
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6 hugs received, 3 hugs given
Friday
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I wish I could clone myself...been busy to the Nth degree and then he decided to take an 8 day cruise…
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llmt gave woobie1214 a hug 6:53pm
Going to Lori's woobs!…
Tuesday
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llmt gave hikerchic a hug 11:53am
Hey send me an email with your address if that is where the GTG is...I'll write more later.…
October 24
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Sooo great to finally meet you!! Miss you on DS! You're an totally awesome chica!
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that buffalo chicken dip is f'in amazing....! Thank you so much for coming and bringing food. I was so glad to see you and hug you in person!!! :) Hope you have a good Sunday, Hon. xoxo
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Yay!!
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Hey!! Haven't seen you around in awhile. Hopefully, we will see you on Saturday!
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Um...what hikerchic said. I mean, how hard can it be to find you in Delaware?
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
I found out in Oct 2008 that my husband was cheating with a co-worker. Decided to go to counselling but in June 2009 (June 2nd to be exact) I found emails that the affair never stopped, that it was disgusting they were meeting daily, he was lying to me saying it was over. They just laughed at me knowing I didn't know. He was feeding into her and they cut me and the kids down. I have been doing all I can to try to save this marriage. The trust has been completely destroyed twice.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Thought it was working...gave us exercises but instead he just confided in lover and saying one thing to me...another to her.
- Forgiveness Considering
- The wounds are so fresh and so hurtful that it will take time and I'm still searching for forgiveness for my children
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- He is looking for an apt. We have been staying in separate rooms for a month now. It is awkward and uncomfortable most of the time, although we can still talk like friends.
- Love Not Working
- We do both love each other...I think on different planes though.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have a LONG way to go
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Think I've burned my bridges being desperate looking for advice from so many and an answer and I'm just driving them all crazy.
- Support Groups Considering
- Just joined here and looking back here
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Helps in the interem, but I'm driving everyone crazy because I want things to be ok and they aren't and I don't know how to make them ok.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- It will take a lot of time...I'm just a mess right now.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I have a lot to get over a pill can't make me. I have my own insecurities and worries now and I don't know how to deal properly.
Close Infidelity
My husband had an affair found out in Oct 2008, went to counselling only to discover it never ended by all these emails on June 2nd, 2009. I'm devastated.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Thought it was working but it was all a farce when one person is honest and the other is just a liar
Open Single Parenting
To get help and advice from other single parents. I soon will be one of them.
