I love him more
November 9, 2009 10:34pm
Today I love him, more than yesterday and more is in store for tomorrow.
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goddesz wrote a journal entry: I love him more 10:34pm
Today I love him, more than yesterday and more is in store for tomorrow.…
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I love him
November 3, 2009 12:40am
I love him, I do, Im scared as hell but I do. I want the games in my head to end, I do because he loves me to
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Journal Entry for September 25, 2009
September 25, 2009 6:02pm
The pain is so real so owerwhelming,I just want the world to stop so I can get off. I do not want to die, I just want to stop living, living everyday …
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Twitch
September 15, 2009 8:11pm
Tick tick twitch twitch, there goes my brain again
Everyone tells me to stop, just don't think like that.
Twitch tic twitch tic, the thoughts just …
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Stuck
July 22, 2009 1:22am
I am stuck in the shadows between the living
wanting so badly to walk in the light
and the dead...
wishing the shadow would simply bring eternal sleep.
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Rainbow
Beautiful flower pix, goddesz -- reminds me a little of Georgia O'Keefe. Are you the gardener as well as the photographer? FW
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I’m With You
I'm with you -- and so are lots of other people with PTSD. As the song "Uncle John's Band" says, "The first days are the hardest days." (That's a Grateful Dead song, so that tells you what generation I'm from, huh?)
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Where do I start? I had an emotionally abusive mother which led me to not tell anyone I was raped at 13 years old for over 14 years, then I married a physically abusive man, but finally went through therapy for years and led a successful, happy life, but recently I ended a relationship with an extremely emotionally abusive man, and I have been re-diagnosed with PTSD and want the horror and sadness to end. I want to feel that happiness I once felt....
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- EMDR Working / Worked
- I have no idea, it just seemed odd really
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- I found a wonderful group of people in Deleware called S.O.A.R.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Vadlidating
- Serzone Not Working
- awful stuff
- Talking Working / Worked
- Seems to reduce anxiety
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I just ended a live-in relationship of 18 months with an emotionally abusive man who in many ways was just like my mother, so history tends to repeat itself but I intend to make a liar out of history and break my cycle
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