Journal Entry for November 16, 2009
November 16, 2009 10:47am
Three years ago yesterday, Grace became an angel.
That was wash-out hair dye and a balloon. Haha. It was a rough weekend, but I got through it. …
AlsoknownasMegan
9:32am, August 27, 2009
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About Me
AlsoknownasMegan
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About Me
I have overcome things I never thought I would survive. Still, like anyone, I have a lot to work on.
I have overcome things I never thought I would survive. Still, like anyone, I have a lot to work on.
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Recent Activity
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1 discussion post, 1 photo upload
Yesterday
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AlsoknownasMegan wrote a discussion post in the Gay & Lesbian Teens support group: My gaydar is broken. 4:30pm
I'm a bisexual with a broken gaydar. It's so strange. Observing a guy my gaydar has no trouble going…
Saturday
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AlsoknownasMegan posted a new photo 11:29am
Friday
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AlsoknownasMegan and lostin are now friends 10:52am
November 16
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AlsoknownasMegan wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 16, 2009 10:47am
Three years ago yesterday, Grace became an angel. That was wash-out hair dye and a balloon. Haha. It…
October 23
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AlsoknownasMegan wrote a discussion post in the Bisexuality support group: Entertainment 11:03am
Can anyone recommend any books/movies/etc. dealing with bisexuality? I've searched lists of books and…
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Forever
October 20, 2009 9:53pm
Take these roses off of meLet me live, let me be
For a little whileLet my eyes see everything and nothing in their timeI do not mindWho'd have …
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I miss you.
September 30, 2009 12:53am
I do, I do, I do. Right now I miss you with everything that is within me and nothing in the world can make it go away. Maybe that's …
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Blah.
August 31, 2009 10:03am
I wish I could say that I feel amazing, but that would be a blatant, flat-out lie, and I lie enough about my feelings to the people I love. I …
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"And she doesn't give a damn about me."
August 10, 2009 12:31am
*Sigh*Oh dear, oh dear, where to begin? Maybe with the fact that I can't help but majorly crack up when I listen to Teenage Dirtbag by …
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I pray that you are staying strong and finding some peace in your life. Hugs, Debbie
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Hang in there! Tomorrow is another day!
Rainbow
I know one day you will see your daughter again, and everything will be restored.
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Little Love
We can all use a little love every now and then. I haven't seen you on DS in awhile, I hope you're okay. I will pray you find the answers you need. I'm here to listen. Big hug, Debbie
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Hi sweetie, how are you holding up? I hope you are having a good weekend. I am praying for you. Big hug, Debbie
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Support Groups
Close Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
I lost my friend Grace to suicide in 2006. I became a different person. I developed post-traumatic stress and have trouble dealing with it, even today.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I've worked with a wonderful therapist who has helped me sort out some of my issues.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I've talked to others who have had to experience losing a loved one to suicide. It relieves the feelings of loneliness and isolation that have plagued me since it happened.
- Writing Working / Worked
- My journals have helped me through the roughest times. Writing letters to her also helps relieve the pain in the times I feel alone.
Close Bisexuality
When I was much younger, I realized I wasn't completely like every other girl. Only in the past couple years have I come to accept myself as what I am. I have a huge challenge ahead of me: coming out to the world. Only four of my closest friends know about my sexual orientation. I want to feel free to be myself.
Open Self-Injury
I started self-injuring in December 2006, a month after my friend's suicide. It has grown into something much greater than it was ever meant to be. I want to stop hurting myself.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- For a long time I would pop rubber bands on my wrists, but it didn't always help. I eventually gave up that method.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I've talked to other people who understand what self-harm is like, as well as people close to me who have had a difficult time digesting what I do.
Open Depression - Teen
I have dealt with depression since I was 14, and it has nearly destroyed my life. I want to stop hurting.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- It used to help, but not so much anymore.
- Music Working / Worked
- Without some of my favorite bands, I definitely would not still be here.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Been in therapy for a while.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My friends have gotten me through some of the most horrible times.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking to loved ones helps.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Venting, even if no one's around to listen, helps quite a bit.
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I have PCOS...obviously.
Treatments
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- Regulated my menstrual cycle.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I'm bisexual and I want to feel comfortable with myself.
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