will the sadness ever end
July 15, 2009 10:07pm
I feel like I will never cross over to the other side. I am grieving every minute for so many things. From lose of the dreams i had for my marriage …
Lbeth 
12:06am, August 22, 2009
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Lbeth
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About Me
48 years old and coming out of a 9 year abusive marriage. I have to beautiful grown daughters from my first marriage. Lived thru 13 years of sexual abuse by my stepfather as a child. Haven't spent much time doing anything for me so I need to learn ABOUT ME
48 years old and coming out of a 9 year abusive marriage. I have to beautiful grown daughters from my first marriage. Lived thru 13 years of sexual abuse by my stepfather as a child. Haven't spent much time doing anything for me so I need to learn ABOUT ME
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Spending time with my girls, reading, walking in parks, dabbling in photography
Spending time with my girls, reading, walking in parks, dabbling in photography
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Haven't seen you on here for a few days. How are things going for you? Hugs, Sue.
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Haven't seen you on here for a few days. Just thought I'd send you some sunshine. Hope you're doing o.k. As we work in the same field, you've been in the back of my mind. Hugs, Sue
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lol no i have been away from my ex for a yr, he just sucked all my finances so badly i was/am still diggin out of debt. i wasnt trying to upstage ya hun, I just wanted to let ya know I get exactly were you are coming from lol.
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Hey, just wanted to say that youve done really well to cut of his phone line - everything you do is taking a little bit more control back. including finding a room mate situation etc. what will that mean?
i'm so sorry that things have changed so much for you and that you don't really have your own space. does your daughter ever go out so you have time for yourself? i don't like to think of you in parking lots all the time - you should feel that you do have a place you can call yours. if you can't now then you will have soon.
every time you cry remember there are others all around the world crying with you. the tears stop and then you move on again. however awful the moment, it does pass. keep writing, and talking. x.
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It's another abuser tactic. Making you feel so bad about yourself and so low that you return because you are psyched into thinking you aren't worth anything else to anyone else. Don't believe him! YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT! and you DESERVE better than him. No communication.All call directed to your lawyer if you have one. If you have to, file harassment charges against him. Where I live, they have laws against telephone harassment. It was easy to find, just go to your city & state's government web page and do a search. Hang in there.
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Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- fantastic counseling concerned about finding the same in my new location
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- needed more time to find out if it benefited me
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- planning on leaving within the month
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- need to find a place to get out more of my feelings and emotions
