Journal Entry for August 10, 2009
had a bad tummy 4 2 days now :( not gd wen i start my new job 2moz so hope i aint in pain 2moz
went 2 weston 2day was ok but it bloody rainned …
hey im emily i work as a care assistant i live with my boyfriend i have a father with ms and a mother with bipola i suffer from depression and anxiety
hey im emily i work as a care assistant i live with my boyfriend i have a father with ms and a mother with bipola i suffer from depression and anxiety
had a bad tummy 4 2 days now :( not gd wen i start my new job 2moz so hope i aint in pain 2moz
went 2 weston 2day was ok but it bloody rainned …
i lost sum1 vry close 2 me on wed so bit upset y does always happen 2 the nice 1s it deffo wasnt her time 2 go yet :( gonna miss her alot y do i get …
im rlly happy 2day ive finally got a job again its only 20 hrs but atleast i got a job its a start i guess i start on tue n i cnt w8 gets me out the …
i actually got out of bed and did something today feeling in a happy mood hope it stays that way i did the house work and even cleaned my fish out …
went 2 c the doc 2day he was vry nice 2 me was in there a hr explained 2 me tht i have reactive depression n its not as easy as jst takin a tablet n …
Big hug to a great girl OX OX
well done Em on the job.Very proud
It's nice to know that you are there for me as well Em. Thanks Sue xxx
keep trying little tiny things to move forward...reach out, talk, ask questions, try and find one good thing about you or your day each day...if you give in or give up you will stay where you are and it doesn't seem like that's where you want to be...and death might be the end for you but not the end for those who care and love you...and plus i always say that onece your gone you can't come back ...it is alot of hard work but along the way you will see progress and that will be your stregnth and up lift...small steps friend ;) this too shall pass...and try not to stay down for too long...hugs...