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bremcac
Female, 42, TX
"I love my life! Broken or not! There is no medicine stronger than love."
3:14pm, November 16, 2009
Journal Entry for November 8, 2009 Mood
Sunday, November 8, 2009 | A Breaking News story
Well Lisa wrote today.  She was finally transfered to Dayton Prison.  She was unable to write me for 2 weeks.  I was suprised that she offered an apology for the last letter she wrote me.  Saying she did not want to hurt me or fight with me.  She missed me and not being able to write was the hardest thing she went thru.  They did her intake and tried to get a blood draw.  Every single vein is useless.  They will wait till Monday and do a neck draw.  I HOPE IT HURTS LIKE HELL.   Okay, I feel better now.  The damage she has done to her body is irreversable!  Then she complained about being "strip searched".  I really wish I could have been a fly on that wall.  I bet she cried.  I really want to be mean and say that she should be stripped down everyday until she cries, because that is what the family of that kid she almost killed did.  They cried because they nearly lost their only son.  But I will not be more cruel than prison can be on it's own.  I love her.  I do.  I just want to choke her sometimes.   We have a love hate relationship.  I have low patience for stupidity and she loves being stupid.  I will get to go see her on the 28th.  Of course "I" will be the one driving over 4 hrs.  But at least I can hug her.  We get 2 hours.  Hopefully I can stand her that long.  It all depends on her state of mind.  Is she manic or depressed?  I would rather the latter.  But "Thank You Lord" for keeping her safe, alive and giving her a will to survive.
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Comments

  1. sparky82

    i think she's coming around. she's apologizing. that's the first step. i think anyway. i sense a little anger in this entry but also a lot of gratefulness. Glad to hear that she's okay though


    sparky82

  2. bremcac

    More sarcasum than anger. It is what it is. I bet she looks cute in her prison attire! I am not angry at her. I am angry about the drugs. But I want her to get as much out of this horrible situation as possible. Maybe she will begin to see how she can ruin a beautiful life God has given her.


    bremcac

  3. suecalifornia

    Thank the Lord she didn't kill their son and I hope that he will "completely" recover as there are times when the outcome of death may have been better. Drugs sound so scary. I'm sorry for you as a mother. I have little patience for people who hurt others because of their own stupidity. I'm with you MOM. From one mom to another. Take care sweetheart. Hopefully she has "seen the light".


    suecalifornia

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