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rivershell 
today i felt like a different person. i havnt taken my meds in about 2 weeks, its not that i think i dont need them, i honestly forget to take them. my memory especially short term is totally fried!,
another boring day at home doing the usual, house work, well trying to get the place clean, but the kids trash it in no time. tomorrow is my 30th birthday and i will be all alone,
i have recently moved to a country town where i dont know any one, sure ive met people through kids playgroups and that but i really need a friend, a close friend and not just an acquantance.
my partner has left to go to the city for for medical tests and treatment and will be gone a few days. who knows what the dr will say this time but it wont be pretty.
we cant afford to live at the moment, he is too sick to work and there is nothing work wise around here for me. ive looked into work from home jobs but theres always a catch, tried ebay and cant stand em, any way thats wenough on that. my family dont talk to me and i dont really want to they are no support at all to me and infact add to my dramas. so thats why i feel so crap and alone, i do have some friends in the city where im from but they are more acquantances too, i need a break, i feel like a cant cope and are overwhelmed all the time.
stressed, worried, broke, depressed, total nutcase who cant do anything right, alone etc etc.
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