Journal Entry for August 10, 2007
August 10, 2007 1:42am
Hey there peoples.... Just a note to let everyone know I am doing ok. I am working part time at a Veterns clinic, and going to school part time. …
kaitlynn
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About Me
kaitlynn
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About Me
I am a fun loving chickie with lots of love to give to everyone!! I'm 31 and counting, "WISH THOSE DAYS WOULD STOP" I have a 13 year old daughter and a 12 year old son that doesn't live with Me. I love art of all kinds especially abstract. I love music of all kinds, and really love classical~ bach, handel, beethoven.. They help me sleep. I have lived in many different states, but Texas is and will always be my home. I'm dating a guy that really gets on my nerves, but what the hell at this point everyone gets on everyone's nerves. I love making new friends. And I will be starting a 4 year university soon!! Can't wait
I am a fun loving chickie with lots of love to give to everyone!! I'm 31 and counting, "WISH THOSE DAYS WOULD STOP" I have a 13 year old daughter and a 12 year old son that doesn't live with Me. I love art of all kinds especially abstract. I love music of all kinds, and really love classical~ bach, handel, beethoven.. They help me sleep. I have lived in many different states, but Texas is and will always be my home. I'm dating a guy that really gets on my nerves, but what the hell at this point everyone
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Interests
I have 6 dogs, and two cats. Had two ferrets.. I love animals. I like to play on the net, and grow herbs, NO NOT THAT HERB. LOL I knew what you were thinking!! I like to watch my daugher play her video games. I love to drive. Sometimes I drive just for the hell of it. I like to play cards, dance, and only social drink.
I have 6 dogs, and two cats. Had two ferrets.. I love animals. I like to play on the net, and grow herbs,
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August 2, 2007 7:00am
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April 29, 2007 1:15am
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April 27, 2007 12:10pm
No one has died, no one has violated me today, and I can't seem to keep my thoughts together. I feel like someone has sucked out my soul and replaced …
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Journal Entry for April 26, 2007
April 26, 2007 9:02am
I can barely stand myself. I can barely stand other people!! When I get angry, and try to express myself I laugh in histerics, and so hard that I …
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think back to when you both fell in love and perhaps try some councelling. hang in there and if he won't seek councelling at least you can and wishing you good luck and may your day dawn bright and happy. you are not alone.
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Hugs for you, and hopes for a wonderful day. If you ever need to talk, I have an ear. xx
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Thought I'd stop by and say hello! Hello!
Snowman
Happy Holidays Kaitlynn. I hope your holidays are warm and bright and full of Love and Light. Stay in touch and know you are Loved. BE WELL.
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just stoppin by to say hello.
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Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I was a smoker for 17 years. I tried to quit one time. I made it for five months, and then I gave in because I was gaining too much weight. Now I have quit again and looking at things differently. So what if I gain a few pounds. It's a good trade for my life.
Treatments
- Commit Lozenge Working / Worked
- Ohh commit is wonderful. I don't go anywhere with out it!!
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- This really helps with my anxiety, and mood swings.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- I take a very lite dose of this for my nerves. It works, but I wouldn't recommed it for long term use as it is addictive. It's a member of the benzodiasipine group~~
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Depakote Not Working
- Stopped taking it.
- Holistic Health Working / Worked
- I listen to alot of selp help CD's, and have a cd/dvd collection called attacking stress, depression and anxiety.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- When I used to take it it worked good. But I stopped taking it because I felt like my doctor was Over Dosing me on it.
- Risperdal Not Working
- OMG this made me flip my lid!!! Stopped taking it.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Stopped taking it.
- Thorazine Working / Worked
- stopped taking it.
- Geodon Working / Worked
- Stopped taking it.
Open Diabetes Type 2
Well when I was about 26 my sugar dropped below 20 and I was almost comatos. I was shaking, and sweating, couldn't think, and mumbling, almost growling like. I went to the hosptial by ambulance. There it was discovered that I was a diabetic type 2 and my sugars were flipping more than gymnist at a gymnastics meet! LOL
Treatments
Open Hypothyroidism
Just had my hormones checked. And whoop, THERE IT WAS!!
Treatments
- Synthroid Working / Worked
- I am currently taking this and it works great!!
Open Adoption
Type: Open AdoptionI was 18 when I had my second child. I knew I wouldn't be able to take care of two children living on welfare, no car, no job, and no end in site. So when my son was 7 months old I made the decission to go into private adoption. It was really hard, and 12 years later. It's still hard. I think about it everyday, and I think about him every day. Sometimes I wish I hadn't done it, but I know I made the best decission I could. There was no one there to help me.
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
My daughter is 13 and not as wild as I thought she would be. She still likes video games, and playing with friends. She's into make up now and listening to rap and rock. Evanessace is her favorite group. She is an only child as her brother was adopted out when he was 7 months old. He is now 12. I have a boyfriend, but I'm not married, but have been a single mom most of my life. Any suggestions in parenting, please send me a message.
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- I just try to teach her about all the bad stuff in the world, and hope she makes the right choice.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I have been over weight since my historectomy in 1996. I was 126, and I have gained about 80 lbs since then. I lost 30 lbs from being real sick a couple months ago, and have gained 7 of it back from not smoking. It's like a yo yo ..Never ending battle.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- It works some, but when I walk I lose.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- this really helps. I just have to stay motivated to walk!
Open Breakups & Divorce
I've been divorced twice. That's all I got to say about that.
Open Sexual Abuse
I don't even know where to start. Almost every man in my childhood life sexually abused me. From my step dad, to dad's friends, and an older male cousin. I first told my mom about my step dad doing things to me when I was about 5 years old. I was the one that got shipped off to an aunts house while my mother continued to be with him. While at the aunts house me and my three cousins were locked in a room for weeks at a time, and only given bread to eat. We had coffee cans to do our business in
Open War & Terrorism
My cousins 8 year old son's head was crushed by a boat falling on him. He died instantly. Three years later one of her daughters was shot to death by her boyfriend. She was 16. I don't know the loss of a child, but I know what the pain looks like first hand from being there with her to try and help her threw both deaths.
Open Anger Management
I have a really bad anger problem. However, I feel like my husband does shit on purpose to piss me off.
Open Anxiety Disorders in Children
My daughter has anxiety. She is 13. She breaks out in hives when she has an attack.
Treatments
- Hypnotherapy Working / Worked
- just now starting.
