mbowen234's Journal

anyone will do tonight.

you have no freaking idea.

I am so insecure right now.

I feel so vunerable.

i am part of this reason.

I feel ugly.

I feel,

not good enough

not pretty enough

not smart enough

not skinny enough

not hot enough

not beautiful enough

not cunning enough

not clever enough

not graceful enough

not brave enough

NOT ENOUGH.

i feel not enough.

I feel like this.

I've felt like this.

my WHOLE entire life.

"maybe it's the meds"

"i'd rather have cancer, at least people empathize with you, and you don't have to kill yourself."

i feel like everyone and everything i touch either dies, or becomes broken beyond repair.