cinaflower's Journal

I'm home today!!! Yay! I have two doctor's appointments today, so I'm going to do all of that and relax a little. I really can't do much but relax I'm falling apart.

I'm really struggling with doing much of anything, my body is exhausted.

My son was looking for some socks this morning and I couldn't do it- I couldn't look through the laundry- my arms didn't work- I was sweating- I was so tired- LOOKING FOR  F-ing SOCKS!!!!

The husband is trying to be sympathetic and cut me some slack- but this is really hard!!! I definitely was doing better on the Lyrica- but that's a hard decision to make- raging pounding headaches/nausea/feeling wierd v/s being able to find socks, being able to move my body!!! I'm going to try something else. If it comes down to it I might have to pick the headaches.

The other day I had to go straight to bed from work, I woke up at 7:30 and made some frozen pizzas. It was all good- no one was giving me a hard time about being asleep, everyone was doing what they needed to do- and I was torn- I was disappointed they didn't need me and I was excited that I could take a nap without guilt.

I'mlooking forward to a nap after this first doctor's appointment. Who knew that naps could be so exciting?