cinaflower's Journal

YAY! I have energy again!!!

I went for a walk with the husband after work today- I was ready to go- antsy- needed to move- if you only knew how rare that is!!!!

My friend asked me what I was on because that last two days at work I was just talking and moving and just all over the place- she wanted some of whatever I was taking!!!! It's bizarre that Monday and Tuesday I was like the walking dead and these two days I'm like a kid again- is it the meds, is it my mind, is it just the disease doing what it will? I don't know- I really don't.

I'm still in pain- but today wasn't too bad- my shoulders and arm are not happy that I've been on the computer so long.

The weather is insanely lovely-cool fall breeze- so so wonderful. I could sleep outside!!! I love the smell of it and the breeze on my face is like a lover's caress! I'm not getting carried away, it's true, I LOVE it! I bought some flowers to plant and I can't wait to work in my yard- please please please!!! I will be so grateful if I am able to work in my yard this weekend and plant my pretty flowers.

I'm crossing my fingers that I can get some action this weekend and that everything will work properly. I need an organsm dammit, please, please please don't kill that, stupid medication!!!!

I'm going to take a nice long hot bath and read a magazine and get out my heating pad and watch tv in my pjs in bed. Delicious!!!!