neednhelp27's Journal

I posted this in the sex/porn addict forum. But it is exactly how I feel about myself though.

It's called This Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
 
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal
 
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
 
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
 
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
 
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal
 
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
 
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal I have become