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November 20, 2009 10:56pm
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ginebra
8:04pm, November 13, 2009
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About Me
ginebra
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About Me
I left my country 7.5 years ago after I discovered my ex-husband was having an affair with my married bestfriend. I came to the USA to make a fresh start for my son and I. I did not date AT ALL for 7 years until I met my ex-boyfriend here in AZ. He knows my history...what prompted me to move to the USA. He seemed like a real good person but he treated me worse...he repeatedly cheated on me with different women but I still stayed with him and we did counseling. I really loved him. I found a list of women's name he made and kept and it turned out to be a list of women he's had in the order he was with them and I found plenty of names after mine. I also found a woman's stained underwear in his night stand. Imagine I moved to another country and waited for 7 years before I opened up my heart again only to end up with another cheater. He broke up with me 10 months ago the night of my birthday. Yes he did! After 10 months ago I still feel SO MUCH outrage at the injustice of how my ex-bf treated me. I was good to him - how can I not be...I love him but he treated me like crap. I am mad at myself too for allowing myself to be mistreated that way...I endured so much for him. I allowed him to disrespect me and in the process I lost respect for myself. He blamed me for his cheating saying I made him angry causing him to behave that way AND I accepted it and took the blame. It took me 6 months before I realized it was not my fault he cheated. No one put a gun to his head to sleep with 3 women in 8 days. HE chose to do that. He totally screwed with my head and I am not the same woman anymore. He IS a Sociopath - NO HEART, NO CONSCIENCE, NO REMORSE.
I left my country 7.5 years ago after I discovered my ex-husband was having an affair with my married bestfriend. I came to the USA to make a fresh start for my son and I. I did not date AT ALL for 7 years until I met my ex-boyfriend here in AZ. He knows my history...what prompted me to move to the USA. He seemed like a real good person but he treated me worse...he repeatedly cheated on me with different women but I still stayed with him and we did counseling. I really loved him. I found a list of
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ginebra commented on Katt1970’s journal entry I did this to myself. 7:12pm
Oh Katt. I am sorry it's so hard for you now. yes no news about your ex is good news. Maybe you can…
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I hope you're having a great weekend with your son, S.…
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DON'T KICK THE BABY!!!
November 19, 2009 8:03pm
We ALL beat ourselves up.
"Why did I say that!?"
"I know better!"
"I SUCK!"
"What's the use, nothing …
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Journal Entry for November 19, 2009
November 19, 2009 8:02pm
I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself. I have perfected the art of staying in misery. I have accepted what happened yet I have such …
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Journal Entry for November 17, 2009
November 17, 2009 10:33pm
I wish I could skip Christmas and Thanksgiving. I wish it would just disappear from the calendar. While others are surrounded by loved ones, it makes …
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ACHY BREAKY HEART
November 13, 2009 5:30pm
I feel lonely today…have been feeling sad and lonely the past 2 days. I’ve had more good days than bad days so I know I am making …
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Ray of Sunshine
WEll, actually my H does the hard work, and I do the easy work. He refuses to let me paint, says I'm too messy and won't do it right! Guess I got him convinced and trained right, lol ;-D. He's got the crown molding up, and just needs to finish painting it. I washed all the crystal in the cabinet, took a whole day! Hope ur doing well, too!
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