Bluegirl1967

About Me

I am 42 years old. I've had narcolepsy since I was 16 and sleep apnea probsbly al of my life. Narcolepsy has completely ruined my life. I am disabled and feel like I am just existing most days. When I need to be awake, I am asleep. When I need to be asleep, I am wide awake. I sucked at motherhood because of Narcolepsy. I have no career because of Narcolepsy. I can't work because of Narcolepsy...etc. Guess you get the picture. I am trying hard to be positive and tell myself that life could be so much worse. Pity parties don't help any one. But it's getting harder and harder to convince myself these days.

I am 42 years old. I've had narcolepsy since I was 16 and sleep apnea probsbly al of my life. Narcolepsy has completely ruined my life. I am disabled and feel like I am just existing most days. When I need to be awake, I am asleep. When I need to be asleep, I am wide awake. I sucked at motherhood because of Narcolepsy. I have no career because of Narcolepsy. I can't work because of Narcolepsy...etc. Guess you get the picture. I am trying hard to be positive and tell myself that life could be so much