amymichelle's Journal

I was asked to do some PR work in our church for our upcoming Vacation Bible School in August. We are doing a camping trip with our church, but we are trying to get the students in our adjoining school involved. I was all ready, so excited, I would finally have something to do with myself and all this extra time! I planned to make posters fill out post cards and mail them out, and many other things. I have my poster board my markers all of the info...I starting writing and drawing and coming up with all sorts of clever little quips and my shoulder just locks. My fingers go numb and I lose strength. Why? I thought I had finally found something to do to make myself useful, and use up all of thise extra time I have since I can't work. Guess I was wrong. What do I do? If I can't go back to work what do I do? Where else can I work? I can type thats about it. It just seems rediculous. I have an appointment with my physiatrist on Monday to see if they will clear me to go back to work, I'm sure they won't. I don't think I'm ready but I don't feel I have a choice. We are out of money and I cannot stay at home anymore. It will drive me crazy! People take so much for granted. Work. So many people complain about it. I complained about it everyday! Now it is gone and I would do anything to have it back.