Journal Entry for November 11, 2009
Oh addict self....so well alive...so vocal...so demanding...so real and enthraling despite all danger. My siren call...beseeching beside …
FTM finding it hard to see beauty. Love reading and music. People fascinate me.
FTM finding it hard to see beauty. Love reading and music. People fascinate me.
DamionRC updated their status 3:21am
NO ONE CAN SEE THE TRUTH....AND IM AFRAID TO...…
DamionRC wrote a discussion post in the Personality Disorders support group: Self defeating behaviour 3:20am
Need some input please... Is it part and parcel of BPD?? I'm an alcoholic and addict, and have started…
DamionRC wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 11, 2009 7:35am
Oh addict self....so well alive...so vocal...so demanding...so real and enthraling despite all danger.…
DamionRC changed their mood to Bad 7:55am
Oh addict self....so well alive...so vocal...so demanding...so real and enthraling despite all danger. My siren call...beseeching beside …
WEnt to the doc to get my meds reduced....came away with even more....darn it!!! But...I am affected by this one - enough for my addict self to say …
I went to see my psychiatrist yesterday...to reduce my meds, so I can think and keep my job. She wouldn't budge. Lowered the enti psychotic by …
The odd contrast between feeling no emotion and having a physical storm raging inside my body is interesting. Uncmfortable. My boss just kakd my out …
Cheer up, after all, you've lived through worse. You're practiced, you should already be a professional survivor. Come on, show the world what stuff you're made of!!!!!
IN MY HART I'M ALREADY WITH YOU. Miss you and love you stax!!! Mwah!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Hi sorry to hear about what happened with u on friday hope all works out well for u and i,m thinking of u
Morning thinking of u alot and here is a big hug 4 u
Here comes a kissy to make the eina better, and a cudly hug, to chase the blues away.
Started 15yrs ago, also became addict & alcoholic. Prefer cutting, have load of scars - I dont want more?!
30 yrs of agony and battling this alone...BPD..cutting. Surely there's more like me??
I've spent 30 years now, trapped in the body of the opposite sex. Ive done the denial thing, Ive said it doesnt matter. It Does. And Im having trouble dealing with the implications. Anyone with some tips out there??
I am a member of AA and I find i need more support....seeking online... Easy does it.??