Journal Entry for August 28, 2009
purging has really gotten a lot better. im not completely done with it... but then fact that it is so bad for my teeth has really motivated me …
The name's Alenah. I just graduated high school and am on my way to Western Michigan in the fall. I do competitive swimming and run for fun. My life revolves around being active and YOUNG LIFE. I've been around the block a few times though... I battle my anorexia daily along with purging A LOT. Also another huge struggle I have is with my depression. I've gone to the extremes... and well obviously it didn't work. I'm here to help others. I've delt with my ed/depression since 6th grade
The name's Alenah. I just graduated high school and am on my way to Western Michigan in the fall. I do competitive swimming and run for fun. My life revolves around being active and YOUNG LIFE. I've been around the block a few times though... I battle my anorexia daily along with purging A LOT. Also another huge struggle I have is with my depression. I've gone to the extremes... and well obviously it didn't work. I'm here to help others. I've delt with my ed/depression since 6th grade
purging has really gotten a lot better. im not completely done with it... but then fact that it is so bad for my teeth has really motivated me …
ehhh i was doing shitty, but now I'm doing better. well, at least Im back on track.
yesterday was good until last night... when i had some issues with friends. other then that I had afabulous dinner with the boy :)
well I'm home from the hospital.. I got home yesterday after being at ST JOESPH for 3 weeks and 1 day. It was horrible. I had …
How are you? Are you doing okay?
But wait ... I just saw your goal and your weight is going down. :( I can tell by your BMI that you are already underweight. If you think you need to keep losing to look good in a swimsuit, that is ED talking. I'm wondering if you were able to get into any sort of therapy program at college? Let me know if you want to chat - I am here for you. ((Hugs))
Great about the decreased purging! Keep on fighting the restricting .... that is a tough one!
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I myself struggle with anorexia with purging tendencies
I'm adopted from south america. I was 9 months old.
I struggle with anxiety. As I've gotten older it's gotten quite a bit worse. I have panic attacks a lot and sometimes to the point where I have to be taken to the hospital.
I have had traits of borderline since I was a young teen. The drs never diagnosed me because they said they couldn't till I was 18
I've been sexually abused and you know....
I have struggled with cutting for 5 years and I've tried some other methods a few times :(
ask me about it.
i suffer from severe panic attacks, severe enough to be taken to the hospital sometimes