It's been three months.
September 28, 2009 2:11pm
Who would have thought I would have made it through? I longed so much, my heart hurt so much to be with my baby that I thought that leaving this …
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Shanalee
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About Me
Shanalee
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About Me
I am 26 years old and lost my first born child on June 21st, 2009. I vaginally delivered her at 3:19 am June 22nd and miss not having her with me every minute that now passes. Oh how I wish I could turn back the hands of time.
I am 26 years old and lost my first born child on June 21st, 2009. I vaginally delivered her at 3:19 am June 22nd and miss not having her with me every minute that now passes. Oh how I wish I could turn back the hands of time.
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Writing Poetry
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November 3
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Shanalee commented on BabyLudwig’s journal entry What makes a mother 12:46pm
I could not help to cry as I read this. This is powerful and has reminded me of the fact that my little…
July 23
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Shanalee turned 27 12:00am
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My b-day July 23rd.
July 25, 2009 10:54am
The 22nd made one month since my little Angel was born. I found it to be a little more difficult than usual to cope but I tried to keep in good …
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Am I loosing my mind?
July 20, 2009 3:39pm
I find myself constantly asking why me, why my baby? Although I will probably never know the answer to those questions I am growing through this …
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Wow! Thank you so much for your kind response to my journal. What you wrote is so true and I will def try to be gentle to myself and look at it from that perspective. Hugs Friend, Liz
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I'm sorry for your loss. Our daughters share a birthday, I had Ryann at 22 weeks on June 22nd.
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Thank you so much for you comment. I really like what you said about being honest with myself and not hiding my feelings on the account of someone else. That is great advice. Also, I'm so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you, Liz
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Thank you for your encouragement.
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Close Stillbirth
At 26 years old I never thought that I would be burying my baby , but this I had to do on the 28th of June 2009. Many did not understand why I did not want to cremate her but it was not for them to understand. I was her mother; the person who was with her 24 hours a day 7 days a week for 40 weeks. We were so in sync that if I tapped on my tummy she knew that meant that I needed her to move to let me know that she was okay in there and without fail she did this.
