lothaven's Journal

We know what we want for the body's birthday - There's a treatment facility (residential) that seems perfect for us. Never on earth could we afford it. This is our last year for eligiblity for the young adult program, which would probably be a perfect compromise for everyone.

We've decided that the hospital is simply a pointless option, probably more harmful than beneficial. We need a treatment *program*, structure, goals, professionals who are trained in the areas we desperately need help with, proven strategies.

No idea how we'd manage it.

Appointment with therapist Saturday after two weeks of rapid decline and *no* therapy.

High anxiety day today, hellish past couple of days and circumstances are about to get worse. Add this to little hope for the future.

Grabbing another beer.

- Owen