lothaven's Journal

The only place to go seems to be Elgin State (Elgin Mental Health Center) ... the idea terrifies me. I don't know what to do. All we seem to do anymore is sleep and play WoW. That's it. Our Master's thesis is screwed. I don't know what to do.

Our "dad" doesn't want us here anymore. It's obvious. Not the kid he wanted. Defective, like the dog. He doesn't want to hear about therapy, he doesn't like the way we act, he usually just ignores us. He doesn't want to know anything and when we talk, we get no response. We're waiting for him to kick us out again.

No money, no way to work, afraid we won't finish school after all that hard work. Everything feels hopeless. I just want to figure it out, but I don't see anything on the horizon ...

 What do we do?

 - Shane