Not too good
July 4, 2009 8:44pm
So today is not so good..I have been wanting to use all day and its hard not using.I am sweating, and seeing andhearing things so yeh but I am trying …
IceyBlue
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IceyBlue
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About Me
i am a writer, a poet , a self harmer and a addict and I am also bi and I am a person who needs a lot of help and guidance and I need questions answered.. Am i an addict again? do u ever stop being an addict? can i ever stop myself....
i am a writer, a poet , a self harmer and a addict and I am also bi and I am a person who needs a lot of help and guidance and I need questions answered.. Am i an addict again? do u ever stop being an addict? can i ever stop myself....
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Hey, my mom recently told me something when we talked about me being gay. She said: you have to be who you are and not worry about what everyone else thinks. You have to live with the decisions you make, and if you decide not to be who you really are you are the only one who is going to suffer from that decision. I'm finally starting to take that advice and realize that yeah, I really hurt myself by not being who I know I am. I don't want to see you hurt yourself this way, or in any other way. If you ever want to talk or email me or anything, go ahead. I'd be happy to talk to you if you need someone.
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Close Coming Out
I am here because I have no one else to tlk to and i want to come out fully.I need help to do that.
Close Self-Injury
I have been clean from cutting for 6months and 4 days but I really want to start again and I have been snorting and oding pills so I need help, if help is there...
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- i ducked it after a couple of weeks it was..i couldn;t deal with being told tht I am an addict.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it helped cause tlked it out but after awhile ntn seemed to matter...
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- It helped but then I started to do ittil i bled so yeh it wasn;t working to well..
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It helped cause I never tlk about my feelings so yeh
