Journal

What is wrong with me? I don't know if it's my OCD or what but it's driving me crazy!!!  To make a long story short there's this girl that used to be my friend but I realized she wasn't a true friend. Well since Feb we havent been friends but I can't help but continuously replay everything in my head trying to figure out what I did wrong. Deep down I know that she's not worth it because she never apologized to me for all of the hurtful things she did and said.....but I feel like it's my fault. And for some strange reason I really miss her!!!  I don't get why I can't just forget about her!