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sadgurl20 
10:19pm, October 26, 2009
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Just want to let everyone know...I don't always feel terrible througout the day. I have my good times, well not so many as the bad times. Mostly because I am unhappy with my life and can't or don't know how to fix it. I need GOD and I know it, I'm just scarred of choosing the wrong church...I know stupid of me right? Sometimes, I don't even know what I want. It's like I want something, I imagine it, dream it, and feel it, then when I got it or am getting to the next step...I just loose interest, chicken out, or just don't know...this applies to many aspects of my life, this is why I hate my life, I never try anything, don't want to fuck up? I've screwed up so many times in my short life, any advice to change my view???
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Well on the church thing, i think you should go for one, maybe visit some local ones and see what is best for you. You just have to do things, keep yourself occuppied, show pride in what you do.
Its hard because its fear or stuff thats happened in the past, i can totally get where you are coming from, start small, do manageable things, even something like doing housework, its a start, its something. you keep building up your confidencem then you will know when its time to break free. you can do this, im here for you, wish i lived close, be able to do things. the things about dreaming is, you think of the jounrye as being perfect, bit nothing aint, youu set goals and try and complete them. jsut thing of the end result, things may go wrong, but sometimes things dont go easy.......HUGS......here for you, hope this has helped, just do, even if its small......YOU CAN DO IT.....
ShazzerInc