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amyt2 
It sux, i talked to mum tonight, i told her that i'm having a hard time. I feel like i am invisible again. I said it's hard talking to you, and she said that she understands. I'm gonna see her at work tomorrow and i'm just gonna ask her straight out if she's mad at me. I really don't want this situation to fuck us up. I feel like i have to get her attention and the only way i know how is to get really bad. I am already in a fucked up mood, just no one can see it cos i hide things so well. I've started putting all my old diary stuff into the pc so i can print it out and make it into a book that i can add to for the rest of my life. Maybe when i'm dead someone will read it and finally understand me and my life. Maybe.
