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riversmom06 
Why do I even try? I am getting so frustrated. Nomatter what I do Im still sick. I drink all the water in the world and my pee is still dark yellow, less salt, no this, no that.... doesnt matter still sick. The bruising, the vomitting, the chest pain, the exhaustion, the yellow floating Fn poo!!! I know I would have gallstones and menstrual troubles but they already took my gallbladder and uterus. Yippee.
all I want is to enjoy what God gave me. We wanted a big family, and got one BIG ball of energy, and now I need to nap before and after I do anything with him and it is just not fair. I dont think I could have handled any more anyways now, but my mind is 28. I want to do the things I enjoy, especially since I see it. I see the beauty so many people pass by.
And now to top it off, my fish died. Thats right - MY FISH! Never wanted a stupid fish, but someone gave one to my son and we had him for a year. he actually would eat from my hand and let me touch him. Now just before I sent him back to the ocean (giggle), for some odd reason I said...Ill see ya buddy...Now what the hell did I mean by that?
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Its not fair, & so difficult to deal with. You have an inner strength - you want to see the beauty others pass by. All we can do is take it one day at a time. This is the moment that matters.
ptriss
Yes, you need to dig deep for your inner strength. It's not going to be a walk in the park, but you can get through this. GOod luck!
rbm