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lisha90210 
11:41am, October 25, 2009
Things have been ok here. I went to visit a friend last weekend for a few days after not seeing her for almost 2 years! Needless to say it was a very much needed vacation. We had a blast hanging out and chatting. I miss her so much and wish she didnt live a 5 hour plan flight away but I am so happy that she is there for me.
School has been seriously kicking my butt. I am taking 5 classes and so far I am failing 2 of them..well I have a D in them which is for sure not acceptable at all. So starting tomorrow I am going to make it a point to spend 45 min a day on these classes studying on top of the time I already spend. Hopefully these extra 45 min can help boost my grades. I know I am a smart girl so I can do it.
My sisters are so full of drama. I guess thats what to be expected in a sorority right? I have taken a back seat and started to weed myself out so that when I go alumni its easier for me. Its the right thing to do because I need to focus on me..and not others first. I am going to have to kick it in to high gear here the next few weeks before Thanksgiving break so today, I am going to take the day for myself. I am going to watch some TV...make myself something yummy and then tomorrow...hit the ground running. Hope everything is well with all of you. XOXO
What is the point of being a sorority with 46 sisters and not one of them wants to do anything? You offer them a ride to the football game and they say they are to tired and wants to relax...then an hour before it starts they say hey never mind, im going last min let me know when u get down there and we will hang? thats such crap...so sick of putting myself out there to be a friend, but as soon as something better comes along you are dumped on the side of the road to fend for yourself. I am so over being the "filler" friend...go find someone else to deal with your issues, cause Im tired of going out on a limb for people when nobody does the same for me....awesome saturday night..alone..SCORE!!! f u
Ok..so this whole starting over thing has kind of worked. It needs a little tweaking but so far so good. I really enjoy not working until 530 at night because I can sleep in, wake up and do things at my own pace. I have worked out 4 days in a row which seems to make me feel pretty good.
I have been talking to my friends back in Vegas and I am only 35 days away from going back. As the antipaction grows, I find that keeping myself busy is the only way not to go into a deep depression and think that I am still 35 days away.
On a positive note, one of the girls I work with asked if I wanted to join her for the girls night! We are going to dinner and Im not sure what else but maybe this will help, having someone to hang out with and talk to until I leave.
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