Maybe one day......
I feel like i am drowning in an endless pool of unworthiness.... I still don't understand why I can't be a mom. I work …
Hey! I am Vee and *surprise* i am TTC after SIDS.... I have been at it a while..... 13 years. My son passed away at 2 mo and 10 days old in Dec '94. Thought I would give myself a couple of years to emotionally heal some and then maybe i would have a second child..... well here i am 15 years after his death and still no baby...... I am tired and frustrated and i feel like i am dying inside more everyday..... I can't afford fertility specialists and all that..... and i don't know what else to do......
Hey! I am Vee and *surprise* i am TTC after SIDS.... I have been at it a while..... 13 years. My son passed away at 2 mo and 10 days old in Dec '94. Thought I would give myself a couple of years to emotionally heal some and then maybe i would have a second child..... well here i am 15 years after his death and still no baby...... I am tired and frustrated and i feel like i am dying inside more everyday..... I can't afford fertility specialists and all that..... and i don't know what else to do......
I feel like i am drowning in an endless pool of unworthiness.... I still don't understand why I can't be a mom. I work …