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Hi,

About a week ago the girl of my life broke up with me after being together for 3 years. She broke up with me right after i got back from vacation and I was so confused I didn't understand what had happend. I thought everything was going good, but thats were i was wrong. She had a lot of things wearing down on her and I was just stuck in one spot being comfortable in the place i was at in my life. 

As weird as this might sounds im kind of glad that she did this because I'm not sure what it would have taken for me to wake up and move forward with my life. Im giving her the time and space that she needs but I cant stop thinking about her. I want more than anything to make things right with her but I dont want to be overbearing or even push her away for good. I have made plans to go back to college, im exersicing now and at least trying to make something better for myself. I just cant think of losing her for good, because we had so many special times with each other, and she has told me the samething. I guess if it was ment to be then it will and if not i have to accept that. I just want to know if im doing the right thing