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Jane5258 
4:00pm, September 30, 2009
Rape, to me, is something that I can't get over. Yet. But the thing is I feel like I will never be able to get over it. It's like a huge cloud that is hovering over me that keeps reminding me constantly of even the smallest details. I just tested myself today to see if I could go back into the woods just to see if I would think about it. Ladies and gentlemen I did. I'm not into cussing personally but sometimes I get to the point of wanting to just....vent everything through every single word I can think of. And is it fare to be hurt and invaded like that? I mean no one chooses to be raped and no one is destined to be raped (I don't think, who knows) but is it fare? No. The person or people that are rapist don't realize what their doing to the people they "invade" - at least I don't think they do. They don't act like they do. And should you forgive them? I think you should but.....CAN a person TRULY forgive their rapist, murderer, or....whatever else there is. I mean....oh! And what is up with trying to speak with therapists about it but they won't talk to you unless they get money. They won't even listen to you unless they get money! Aren't they here to HELP people that need it??
