Journal Entry for August 21, 2009
August 21, 2009 7:23pm
I'm up here in Saratoga Springs this weekend doing another art show.
Last weekend I was in Great Barrington and it was Hot. The show …
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MollM 
12:53pm, August 5, 2009
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About Me
MollM
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About Me
I'm english came to America when I got married 24 years ago. We separated last year when ex decided he wanted a younger english version. The divorce was final in February. I work at home during the week, I have a studio next to the house. I am a silk painter, making wearable art which I sell at Art Festivals around the country.
I'm english came to America when I got married 24 years ago. We separated last year when ex decided he wanted a younger english version. The divorce was final in February. I work at home during the week, I have a studio next to the house. I am a silk painter, making wearable art which I sell at Art Festivals around the country.
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Interests
I love walking, hiking, biking yoga my four feline friends and learning new creative skills.
I love walking, hiking, biking yoga my four feline friends and learning new creative skills.
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Journal Entry for August 17, 2009
August 17, 2009 11:36am
It was a good and hard weekend. I stayed with friend durning the show.
The husband was/is actually ex's friend, he is a musician and they …
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Another day
August 12, 2009 12:40pm
Packing & getting ready for a three day show in the Berkshires. It will be good
as I am staying with friends during the show.
Had a session …
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A good day
August 9, 2009 10:01am
Yesterday was a good day. A friend called and said hey another friend
and I are getting together for a girls day are you free. I …
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Moving ahead
August 3, 2009 11:15pm
Over the past couple of weeks it seems I regressed. Prior to that I had
been moving forward, I even said to my therapist that I was able to …
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Thanks so much for your support and encouragement in responding to my journal. It is just one of those times when it all seems - out of balance. I am going to try to let up on myself - I hope you yourself are well. I'm hoping for a little less crying this week - and on day 1 - so far so good. THANKS
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Thanks MolllM - it just feels so horrible right now. I know some day there is a tomorrow. that may be better.
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I’m With You
Yep -- glad you are finding support and looking upward. Hope your weekend went well. Three more days until my kids are back - miss them.
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I’m With You
Yep -- glad you are finding support and looking upward. Hope your weekend went well. Three more days until my kids are back - miss them.
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I always said this was like being in Groundhog day movie or a a bad Woody Allen movie, and it is. Or a car crash every 2 weeks or so! BUT believe me if you want to you can move on and find a new happiness, it will not be with him. I am so sentimental.. I moved on and someone told me today at work, you are infectious with your laughter and happiness.. I had such happiness with him once, and now look at it this way, his loss. You can do it.. we all can, it is all we control, our own happiness. Will write you when I have more time.. Happy keeps me busy too!
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Close Anxiety
I have been suffering from panic attacks and anxiety. The anxiety feelings are pretty constnt
Treatments
- Hypnotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Only had one session. Expected more but it seemed more like a guided visulization.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Practice breathing techniques and find it helps me feel calming after meditation.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I think this will really help as I tend to be negative. Just have to keep focused and not listen to that little negative voice in the background.
- EMDR Too Soon to Tell
- So far Im not sure. Presumably it unlocks supressed emotionsthat keep us in place. Thru entering the trigger thoughts andfeelings emerge. Sometimes I dont get any visuals or thoughtsemerging so I cant tell if its working. Sometime after the sessions the days that follow I feel more anxious.
