Journal

 hi everyone, i don't really know how this works, whether everyone gets to see my journal, nor where it appears. anyhow, I haven't been on a proper binge in almost 2 months. I came close once because it was right before my period and I'd already eaten quite a lot so was embarrased to eat more in front of my parents. They now know about my problem so are trying to help me but of course that also means they're wrried. So when they left the house for 15 mins I attacked the fridge, cookie jar and cereal box. But it was limited and it ended then and there. We've been almost joined at the hip for the last 2 months but I've been alone several times and never went & bought chocolate or cookies or crisps, etc. though I was tempted at times. I've lost 5kg in this time, and am quite close to my goal weight (52/53 kg) now. I feel so calm but I know sooner or later I will have to face a stressful situation alone and that's when I'm in danger. In the meantime, I'm just grateful for the respite :-)