AndromanicD's Journal

woot! i got to walk with jen to her locker again =) we were kinda close but i dunno. it made me happy because like she actually wanted me to go with her it wasn't like me being a creeper like 8D WANT ME TO GO TO YOUR LOCKER WITH YOU?!?!? 8D. yeah... so that was good. and i dunno again the day was really good. i still didn't ask her if she wants to go to the mall saturday. but hopefully she'll say yes. because my best friend (who ditched me on halloween and is annoying and makes me go to see her boyfried but who i still love XD) is most likely going too and i'm always hype around her so hopefully jen will be able to see more of that side of me and the less shy side... unless she likes the shy side..... lol i dunno. gah im happy! maybe we'll have a sleepover too... which leads me to say goddamn why don't lesbians on tv shows know how to lock doors?! like i can only remember two instances, on south of nowhere where ashley and spencer are getting it down and the mom walks in and starts tearin shit up and i was lik D= HO DON'T HURT ASHLEY and there was that awesome romeo and juliet/juliet and juliet reference jawn. the other time is in the l word when molly(SO FUCKING HOT!!!! and theres a girl at my school who looks like her B)) and shane were getting it down but like.... they're actually gettin it down and mollys mom walks in and is like D= and molly is like OH SHIT! (funneeee.) but yeah. and both shows have talked about brownies. once where ashley was gonna be like yo spencer, i <3 you but she was like i <3....... THEESE BROWNIIIES! and then in the l word when shane and alice are high from the brownies and are like omfg what if the brownies were gay??!?!? ahh i love those shoes. XD but idk how sleepovers related to that. maybe because of the fact that sleepovers reminded me of south of nowhere... oh and sometimes being gay is a plus for that reason alone. SLEEPOVERS! like i'm pretty sure if i was straight my mom would NEVER let my bf sleep over. but if i have a gf my mom wont ever think that shes my gf and sleepovas! and i'm not happy about sleepovers because i could have sex and no one would know because i'm 15 and not thinking about sex. but i dunno. itd give me something to rub in my best friends face because shes such a one upper. about everything. good and bad things. it made me say wow to about 80% of the shit she says. and i've just been able to one up her SO much lately. with school and if i do get a gf i'd be like ha! i could have sex! and its hard for you to do! hahahahaha!!!!!!! no but really. and its funny because her mom lets her bf stay at her house until like 2am so i don't know how they havent already. and again were only 15 but tbh shes kind of a slut. she always hates her boyfriend and wants to dump him and go out with a new guy every month and she thinks her bf and some random guy are going to have a threesome and not to be really fuckin mean but shes ugly. she looks like a dude and her chin is like gigantic. and shes soooo skinny. she sat on my lap once to steal a computer chair at school and it hurt. a lot it felt like knives were slicing into my thys. so yeah also when she says she wants to break up with her bf i know she doesnt because she knows no one else would like her. and she always tries to make it seem like she has all these exes... she has the her other "exes" were her boyfriends when she was like 4-8... that doesnt even fucking count. GAH she annoys me. but i'm happy and weirdly enough shes still my best friend and i still love her. its kind of like me and my mom. she pisses me off but i still love her. see aren't i nice?! i still love people even when they treat me like shiat. theres more examples but i don't feel like typing anything else lol.