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rach92167
5:18pm, September 20, 2009
I try so hard to feel normal, but end up like I'm feeling as if I'm drowning. I afraid to face what lies ahead of me since I made the choice to let it happen to me. I'm scared and alone and just want to sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be better.






Please help me. I have no money, my husband is here because he feels sorry for me plus he would rather watch porn. Im afraid of everything. I OWEMONEY HE DOSEN'T KNOW ABOUT, I cry all the time, I have new meds and i drink, I WANT a do over or just someone to guide me through this nightmare. I don't know what to do.
rach92167
Cryed most of the day. Still stressed about everything. Not sure what to do. Good thing I didn't drink today. Thanks for the support.
rach92167
Bad morning. Just so yucky. Dr. Appt today, med check.
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