Lazy Saturday
September 12, 2009 8:29pm
for the most part it was a very good day. I ran 2 miles did yoga, texted my sister, made lasagna, cleaned house even though it took awhile. I …
rach92167
5:18pm, September 20, 2009
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About Me
rach92167
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About Me
I have bp and a drinking problem. I'm happy to say that I have the right combo of meds and have not had a drink in almost 2 months. Every day I work extremely hard to make sure I never fall back into the selfish, cold hearted, its all about me living hell I was living. After 2 suicide attempts I knew better, but I let the disease get a hold of me and almost destroy my family. I know there is damage but it is slowly being repaired, it will take time to learn how to be a "normal" adult again.
I have bp and a drinking problem. I'm happy to say that I have the right combo of meds and have not had a drink in almost 2 months. Every day I work extremely hard to make sure I never fall back into the selfish, cold hearted, its all about me living hell I was living. After 2 suicide attempts I knew better, but I let the disease get a hold of me and almost destroy my family. I know there is damage but it is slowly being repaired, it will take time to learn how to be a "normal" adult again.
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Interests
I enjoy my husband, running, Wii fit, playing with my child, cooking, reading and taking it one day at a time, my family
I enjoy my husband, running, Wii fit, playing with my child, cooking, reading and taking it one day at
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Karma
September 8, 2009 10:27am
Thank you to everyone that has replyed to my posts and sent messages. I know that I'm feeling better and recovering. I also know that I have a …
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working it out
September 6, 2009 2:54am
So my husband is addicted to porn, but hates I'm on this site. I stress because I'm afraid he also ma be cheating. I know I have not always …
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Read comment from alone
August 26, 2009 11:55pm
Not paying attention and wrote journal entry in comment section and I'm not writing it again. To sum it up I had a good day after some really bad …
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Alone
August 24, 2009 1:09am
I thought it would be a better day. I took a nap and just relaxed. I all of a sudden got this really lonly feeling. I had too leave because I just …
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Miss You
Moment of Peace
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
Buddha-
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Hey hon-how's it going?
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Flower
May flowers always line your path and sunshine light your day. May songbirds serenade you every step along the way. May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue. And may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through.
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Celebration
Happy belated birthday! Did you paint the town red? lol
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Lamictal Not Working
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- didn't like tried to od on them
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- made me more manic
- Running Working / Worked
- osing weight and helps me feel better
Close Alcoholism
I like to drink to not feel the pain I cause myself and others
Treatments
- Running Working / Worked
- Just think it would be stupid to drink when Im getting healthy
Open Healthy Relationships
I'm BP and can't communicate with my husband, I also spent money he does not know about and I'm in debt. He also likes to watch porn to well please himself
Treatments
Open Financial Challenges
i owe big time and don't have money, my husband just found out and won't deal with me
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i smoke
Treatments
- Commit Lozenge Not Working
- taste
- Nicotine Patch Not Working
- bad dreams arms hurt
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
husband is addicted to internet porn
Treatments
- Running Working / Worked
- He has watched less porn
Open Healthy Eating
eat better
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Its the best
- Running Working / Worked
- Motivates me to eat better
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto-ovo vegetarianism (No meat)to learn more about being a vegetarian
Treatments
- Iron Working / Worked
- Patience Working / Worked
- Raw Food Diet Too Soon to Tell
- what do you eat
- Vitamin B12 Working / Worked
Open Healthy Sex
to know what healty sex is
Treatments
- Running Working / Worked
- Better body better sex
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