pain
July 3, 2009 8:12pm
The tears I cry.
The pain I bear.
My sorrow sigh,
I don't even care.
What have I done?
There's no where to go.
I try to run,
But I start …
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tearsofpain4ever
7:13pm, October 21, 2009
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About Me
tearsofpain4ever
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About Me
I play sports(even tho i hate it). i love to write, and i love music. And I spend most of my time alone. A few years ago my parents got really strict with me about school and athletics. But i don't even want to be an athlete. i would much rather go after my own dream of being a writer. But when i tried to tell my parents that recently, i got kicked out of the house and wasn't allowed back for three days. My parents are constantly yelling at me, and i get burned out from having to do all that they want me to do. I don't have many friends at school, and i can't go home to get away. i have nowhere to run to, and it's as though i'm alone in this god forsaken world.
I play sports(even tho i hate it). i love to write, and i love music. And I spend most of my time alone. A few years ago my parents got really strict with me about school and athletics. But i don't even want to be an athlete. i would much rather go after my own dream of being a writer. But when i tried to tell my parents that recently, i got kicked out of the house and wasn't allowed back for three days. My parents are constantly yelling at me, and i get burned out from having to do all that they
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Interests
Writing, listening to music, and reading
Writing, listening to music, and reading
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sigh....
July 2, 2009 2:38pm
Last night was crazy. I guess i didn't have a clue what i was doing. And today i'm paying the price. I almost passed out at softball practice …
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I'm sorry you're feeling so terrible! Is there anything I can do for you? I hope you feel better soon. Please let me know if you need anything! HUGS!!!!
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oh hun, i'm really sorry to hear that. Are they giving you a hard time over the SI? x
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Hey hun, how you doing? xx
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I’m With You
Hey hun, sorry you aren't doing too good. How are things at home? xx
Little Love
I am so sorry for your brother's accidental death. I too, felt guilty when my son was killed telling myself that if I had only called him and demanded that he come home. And when my husband died, I beat myself up because I couldn't remember asking him if he had remembered to get his meds. When I discussed my "what ifs" with my neighbor, he remined me that I "didn't answer to the name God". In other words, God has a plan for our beginning and our end and there is nothing that we can do that will change God's plan. PLEASE focus on the good times you had with your brother. I have also found that living in the moment - focusing on the here and now - can be very helpful (difficult at times but helpful). Take care,
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Close Self-Injury
I've been cutting my wrists for a while. My parents don't know, i refuse to tell them because they would kick me out of my house forever, and wouldn't pay for my college tuition if i told them that. The cuts are usually really deep, and some of my friends who forcefully figured out what i was doing have insisted on taking me to the hospital for stitches. I refuse to go, and i don't plan on going any time soon. I really want to stop. But i just don't know how.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Talking Not Working
Close Depression
tearsofpain4ever hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingI lost my little brother last year
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Not Working
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
