Journal

I AM AT SUCH A LOW PLACE IN MY LIFE.

I REALLY NEED EVERYONES PRAYERS.

MAYBE IT WILL HELP ME.

THEY SAY IF MORE THEN ONE PERSON PRAYS FOR YOU, IT MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE.

PLEASE EVERYONE. I'M ASKING FOR YOUR HELP. 

LOVE, SPIRITBROKEN 

"WE  DONT APPRECIATE THE GOOD TIMES UNTIL WE EXPERIENCE THE BAD TIMES"

That just really got to me.

We take our good health for granted untill one day your whole life is turned upside down.

Then we pray if we can only go back to the good days again but its too late. 

But just remember the bad days could always get worse! 

So lets try to be thankful for us not being worse.

I know its hard to do.

But its something on the possitive side.

Just a little bit...LoL.

I am so overwelmed with all of lifes little problems.

I have so much i need to do and no energy to do any of it.

The smallest task has been so hard lately.

My legs feel like cement, my hands are numb and i am so off balance.

I hate to even try to go anywhere. I just dred everything.

I have no family for support at all.

I'm totally on my own and other people just dont understand.

They think i could just force myself to do things.

They dont understand that i have no control over my

illness. It mostly controls my life.  

I'm sure the hot weather has a lot to do with it.

Summer is very hard on people with MS.

I cant wait for winter.

I just needed to vent, thank you.