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mikes16
Male, 44, MD
"darkness pulls me in as i lose and find myself in her"
8:37am, October 30, 2009

I am sitting on this edge of something that I cant put my finger on. I feel like I am jusssst about to break open into some new part of my life. Not sure what it is. Creativly I have been watching music and songs come through me like the wind. I have written over 10 songs in the past two months. and... just learned to play guitar 8 months ago. So... I sit in this place watching love, fear, drama, stories,  life, the day and night appear through me. One painting.....

 

I sit in contentment... yet...look for some type of connection that is always at the edge

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  1. AlexM25

    you sound like me...i am looking for answers. for direction. i am seventeen and bi-polar. as someone who has experienced more of this life, are you happy? no, that came out wrong. is it all worth it?


    AlexM25

  2. mikes16

    yes i am happy, I am also, sad at times, lonely, bored, excited. I watch all of these appear. the big change in me is that when I get angry or sad... I now see it appearing through me and not sticking to me. So it passes and i watch it like I watch clouds in the sky.

    as far as answers... there is no happy pill, or perfect relationship, there is only one thing that is for sure...my essense? SELF? whatever you call it.... I call it THAT. Its what i feel as i sit on a beach... I see and feel THAT. THAT is everything.

    oh I hope this does not confuse you. Ican explain more.. if needed.


    mikes16

  3. asadheart

    I feel whole when sitting at the beach too. Or licking a sweet,cold ice cream cone on a hot summers day. Or listening to the robins sing a happy song. Life is full of beauty! Although it can be cold and cruel too


    asadheart

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