Journal

I really challenged my self today. My friends invited me out to Cheers in Faniuel Hall and this was my first time eating in front of my friends with my eating disorder and not purging.

This week I been feeling off due to the fact that this weekend will be the unveiling of my grandfather's tombstone. I have mixed feelings about this. That is why I have been so queit lately.

Well tommorrow is a big day for me. I have to go to my friend's suprise 24th birthday party and I am not looking forward to it, because I don't like to eat in front of people and the are having my two favorite binge and purge foods. Then the following weekend is the unveiling of my grandfather's tombstone, so neither is going to be pleasnant.