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MRSGREEN 
6:34am, October 13, 2009
I WAS WATCHING THE NEWS TONIGHT AND WITH OUT ME KNOWING MY SONS AQUITAL HEARING INTO WHEN HE SHOT THE POLICE OFFICER CAME ON THE NEWS. IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TAKEN THREE STEPS FORWARD AND TWO STEPS BACK. NOW CRAIG SHOOT A POLICE OFFICER ON THE 19TH OF JULY 2007 THEN HE SHOOT HIMSELF.THEY SAID THE WIFE OF THE POLICE OFFICER WENT TO THE SCENE.THEY CALLED HIM A DANGEROUS CRIMANAL. THEY DIDNT KNOW CRAIG.THEY NEVER MENTIONED THAT HE SUFFEED FROM DEPRESSION. THEY NEVER MENTIONED HE HAD A MAJOR DRUG PROBLEM.THEY DONT KNOW WHY HE DID IT.I KNOW WHY HE DID IT . HE JUST DIDNT WANT TO GO BACK TO JAIL.I KNOW WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG. HOPEFULLY THATS THE END OF IT.THAT DAY DESTROYED SO MANY FAMILIES.I DONT AGREE THAT MY SON IS A DANGEROUS CRIMANAL. IT WAS A SPUR OF THE MOMENT THING.HIS WIFE IS BRAVER THAN ME.IM GOING TO FIND IT HARD TO EXCEPT THAT MY SON WAS A DANGEROUS CRIMANAL.ALL I CAN REMEMBER IS THIS GREAT KID THAT RANG ALL THE TIME AND HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE.I WILL HIS LAST WORDS ALWAYS HANG ONTO THE LAST WORDS HE SAID TO ME.THE LAST WORDS HE SAID TO ME WERE YOU ARE THE BEST MUM IN THE WORLD.BOY DRUGS DESTROY FAMILIES
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DEAR GOD,
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL I SEE RESULTS; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW.I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL I FEEL BETTER; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE SORRY OR STOP TALKING ABOUT ME; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW... I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL THE PAIN IN MY BODY DISSAPPEARS; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL MY FINANCIAL SITUATION IMPROVES; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL MY CHILDREN ARE ASLEEP AND THE HOUSE IS QUITE; I AM GOING TO THANK YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT TILL I GET A PROMOTED AT WORK OR UNTIL I GET A JOB; I AM GOING TO THANK YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL I UNDERSTAND EVEY EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE THAT HAS CAUSED ME PAIN OR GRIEF; I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT UNTIL THE JOURNEY GETS EASIER OR THE CHALLENGES ARE REMOVED;
I AM THANKING YOU RIGHT NOW. I AM THANKING YOU BECAUSE I AM ALIVE. I AM THANKING YOU BECAUSE I MADE IT THOUGH THE DAYS DIFFICULTIES. I AM THANKING YOU BECAUSE I HAVE WALKED AROUND THE OBSTACLES.
I AM THANKING YOU BECAUSE I HAVE THE ABILITY AND THE OPPORTUNITY TO DO MORE AND DO BETTER.
IM THANKING YOU BECAUSE FATHER, YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN UP ON ME.
We may ignore, but we can nowhere evade, the presence of God.'
C.S. Lewis
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That is the most touching post, Wendy~~~Thank you!!
Love, Barbara
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It has blessed me today...:)
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Thanks for posting this. And AMEN! Thinking of you! Sally ((HUGS))
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Wendy, it isn't just doing drugs that destroys families. My daughter and boyfriend and friend were selling drugs and because of greed ended up in a situation that I never would have believed could happen. She is not a dangerous criminal either, just a very stupid kid. But she is in prison with mentally ill, and maybe people who are dangerous criminals. But people don't look at what they were, they just see the crime. We are not excusing what they did, we are just their moms loving them despite their crimes. Jesus loved the criminal on the cross and forgave him as he forgives us. Not one of us who walks this earth is perfect. We can try but that is it. We just have to ignore the news and those who would persecute us and carry on. I hope things get better for you and yours. love, sharon
slc123
Wendy my dear friend.....I wished I was there to give you a hug....My freind"""DEPRESSION""" will cause a person to do just about anything !!!
Take it from me, I have a few friend that are physiologist,Depression & drug use will make you do things a person would 'NOT' normaly do. ''
DOn"T except it , Your son was NOT a dangerous criminal, that was an un-fair judgement, Only GOD can Judge ! hugs & Prayers, Jobbie
Jobperson
The media won't allow things to settle down...it's whatever makes exciting news...all over the world....they are killing the famililes, slowly!
Take good care,Wendy and know we are here with you, Love,Barbara
flmombs