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Notsroflife 
3:39pm Yesterday
well, tomorrow is my appointment...another 4 weeks have passed.
I am as anxious as I could be! Why oh Why do I feel anxious?
Lets analyze together... (uh, hello, anyone else here? am I talking to myself? or is the person I'm talking to the other me? *snicker snort*) Well I don't know who I'm analyzing with but let us begin.
My pdoc is a nice guy, a younger doc and very on his game I gather.
But he asks questions to 'assess' me. I hate being assessed!
Wait! Maybe that's it! By George, I think we've got it!
I equate being assessed to being judged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow see the benefits of working together?
*look left* *look right*
Who the heck am I talking to?
Well, bottom line (I think) is that I am hyper sensitive to being judged right now.
I know that that is not what the doctor is doing, its how it makes me feel.
See? This is why I need therapy!
I must resolve to tell him the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
*end of transmission*
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sounds great baby. Once you realize you are your only judge, you're half way there ;)
Much love and can't wait to see you,
whirl
whirlingdervish
Thanks darling!
Can't believe the monkey wrenches life can throw! Real bummed about that. I'd like to beat up the monkey wrench with my tire iron!!! : p
Notsroflife