haidensmom15's Journal

Haiden's cousin Devan is like a second son to me. Every day, Haiden and Devan would play together. Now, Devan's gone too. Though he didn't die, his Dad took him away from us for no reason. I haven' seen him going on three weeks. I haven't heard his voice. Haven't hugged him. The only reason he did this to us is out of jealousy. My sister in law split up with him and was living with us. Every other week Devan went to see his Dad and every other week he was here, with me. I love him so much. Life sucks. Now I miss both my boys. Now both of my boys are gone. Why? Is God mad at me? I have done nothing wrong to deserve this...