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haidensmom15 
I had one of those dreams last night that seems like it never will end. Every time I thought I found Haiden and would reach out to him, the child turned out to be someone who just looked like Haiden and the child's real parents would pick him up. I woke up dazed and frustrated. I wish I could just cry and let it all out but the tears seem to be stuck deep down inside my heart. I miss him so much! It frustrates me that I haven't done more in his name. I have all these plans to hold a big memorial for him... It will happen in time, I guess. More news... I got my implanon birth control removed today... Hopefully, it didn't affect my fertility.
