desha's Journal

 Well things hve been a little better day by day.. im just trying to live a normal life. I know my life is n Gods hands and he has a purpose for my life.. and everything will be ok.. its just a different path that i have to take.. my heart is trying to heal i pray that god would take away the anger and he did.. somedays are better than others.. i even feel like i forgive him for doing that to me.. i speak to him everynow and then but it will never be the same.. he cant understand that but its not healthy for me or for him. i am now praying that God will take the feeling i have for him totally away.. cause after all it was all built on a lie..