luvevery01's Journal

my parents have been divorced since i was 6 weeks old. growing up i always felt like i was an attempt to save there marriage and apparently it didn't work, not at all. my father growing was a good parent most could say he did anything and everything for me. however everytime i was around him i felt like i was being emotionally abused. he brought down everyone in my life that i had loved. everyone. now to this day he's trying to take custody away from the one person in this world that i need and care about the most. my mother. im 17 right now and honestly i think he's stupid for even trying. my mother just recently survived ovarian cancer. it nearly killed her and for someone this selfish to put her through hell and me through hell when we should be celebrating is seriously selfish. dad have you ever thought that maybe i dont really like you. have you ever thought about that one. im going to court soon for all this bull becasue its what my mom thinks is best. should i get a lawyer? should i just give into my parents wishes so i stop putting them through hell so my mom can get better? why should i give up my sanity for a person i really dislike? what would be the right thing to do? i've been suffering from depression for about 4 or 5 years now. and right when it starts to get better my father has to do this and my whole world starts to crumble. if anyone has any help or advice please help? i'll take all i can get.